HERE WE GO AGAIN?????
Back up about three months ago....
I couldnt sleep ( so what else is new?? ) so I was randomly searching the Russian data base website. This is where they list the children available for adoption or at least that are in orphanages. The site had been down for "upgrading" so I thought I'd look & see if Summer's pix was still listed... It wasnt. So then I thought I'd be cute and punch in her sister's date of birth. We knew nothing except she was born in 1997. The site is in Russian but I could navigate it enough to search the year and sex of child. Scrolling through the many many sad faces I suddenly came across a little girl who could be Summer's twin!!! STUNNED to the core, ( I had searched previously yet had never seen this face) printing it out, I ran to show Todd and a few of my closest friends. He looked at me like I was nuts and said "Out of 1000's of kids what are the chances of it being her? Afterall we have no other info." In my heart I KNEW that I KNEW that I KNEW it was her.
yet he was right, it may well be just wishful thinking...with no proof..
quietly I threw away the picture and went on with my life....
I couldnt sleep ( so what else is new?? ) so I was randomly searching the Russian data base website. This is where they list the children available for adoption or at least that are in orphanages. The site had been down for "upgrading" so I thought I'd look & see if Summer's pix was still listed... It wasnt. So then I thought I'd be cute and punch in her sister's date of birth. We knew nothing except she was born in 1997. The site is in Russian but I could navigate it enough to search the year and sex of child. Scrolling through the many many sad faces I suddenly came across a little girl who could be Summer's twin!!! STUNNED to the core, ( I had searched previously yet had never seen this face) printing it out, I ran to show Todd and a few of my closest friends. He looked at me like I was nuts and said "Out of 1000's of kids what are the chances of it being her? Afterall we have no other info." In my heart I KNEW that I KNEW that I KNEW it was her.
yet he was right, it may well be just wishful thinking...with no proof..
quietly I threw away the picture and went on with my life....
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